Friday, July 28, 2023

Turn your eyes upon Jesus… Our Guiding Light!

A huge ship was on its way to dock at the seaport when the captain of the ship spotted a light in the dark, at a distance and immediately instructed his assistant to send a signal to them to alter their course 10 degrees North. He receives a reply ‘Alter your course 10 degrees South’. The captain is irritated to hear it and sends out a signal again, ‘Alter your course 10 degrees North’ They reply again, ‘No, you alter your course 10 degrees South. This time the captain is quite angry and sends a signal ‘This is the captain. Alter your course 10 degrees north’. The reply comes, ‘Alter your course 10 degrees south, I am a seaman third-class’. Now the Captain is furious and sends out signal one last time, ‘Alter your course 10 degrees north, I am a better ship’ The reply comes from the other side ‘Alter your course 10 degrees south, I am the Lighthouse.

This is our situation many times in life, where instead of taking direction and guidance from Jesus, our light house, in foolishness and ignorance we try to chart our own course in life. We often like to plan and execute our lives without interference from God and accommodating him in convenient spaces of our life where He does not need to interfere with our own grand designs for our lives. We look to God only with a list of requests and sincerely praying and hoping that he will provide all that we wish to receive at the time we wish to receive them. There is a choice of churches today where our carnality and greed are justified and encouraged by a selective reading and professing of the Word of God. 

As we continue to live in dangerous times of cosmetic Christianity, we prefer churches which do not compel us to change our course in life. The kind which does not actually need us to change from within but rather content with appearing religious on the outside. Which do not require us to know the heart of God but rather content and satisfied as long as God is fulfilling our heart desires at our desired time. We claim, declare, confess our wishes and desires, boldly and vocally, citing many selective passages from the scriptures, yet not sparing a single thought to the portions that require us to change our direction or take instruction. 

Allow me to draw your attention to the state of mind of Apostle Peter, a loving disciple of Jesus Christ and his resounding confession that Jesus is the Messiah in Mark’s gospel chapter 8:29. He was a much-loved disciple of the Lord, a bit hasty, very bold and outspoken. He was a firsthand witness of all that Jesus was and all that Jesus did during His ministry on Earth. Peter was privileged to live with Jesus, eat with Him and spend every waking moment with the Lord Himself. So, when peter declares his reverberating confession of Jesus as the Messiah, Jesus delights in His proclamation and commends Peter in Matthew 16:17,18 that he is blessed, and this revelation has been given to him not by flesh and blood but only our Father in heaven. He goes on to profess that Peter is going to be the Rock on which He will build the Church.

But what follows soon after is an illustration of how weak we are and how quickly we falter, when peter allowed himself to be carried away in the moment. As Jesus began to reveal to His disciples what is going to happen next and how He is going to suffer many things and be raised on the third day, our dear Peter takes Jesus aside to rebuke Him. But Jesus turns to Peter and rebukes him saying ‘Get behind me, Satan’. This Journey from Peters grand confession of Jesus as Messiah, being complimented by Jesus for the same, to rebuking Jesus and trying to be hindrance to the divine redemptive plan and being rebuked by Jesus ‘Get behind me Satan’ which happened too quickly, teaches us a great lesson.

Peter might have faltered here in thinking that he knows more than Jesus. He might have wanted to save Jesus from the suffering and pain. He was following the guidance and instincts of his own heart and mind. He started believing they were right. To the extent that he thought he can guide God himself and not be guided by God. In his eagerness to do good for the Lord, he let himself out of the plan of God. This incident illustrates to us the danger of being with God, doing His work and yet completely missing the mission of the Lord. In being caught up with our own plans for Gods work or plans for our own lives, we often miss out on the Divine plan and may even end up a hindrance to Gods divine plan for our lives.

Each Sunday when we attend church services, we come back home elated, lifted and continue to live our lives exactly the way we had lived all the weeks before and in anticipation of receiving the many things that we had been praying for. As weeks turn into months and months into years and years into a lifetime at a greater speed than ever, It is time for us to stop and turn to God, to wait on Him and seek Him for direction and guidance, to seek and invite His participation in our decisions and desires, lest one day we soon have to look back to a regretful and wasted opportunities. For the moment we turn our eyes away from Jesus, we stand the danger of faltering and falling away. May the Lord give us His grace each day and each time to always turn our eyes to Jesus, our guide, our lighthouse!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

On a date with destiny....

On my way to 'a date with destiny'
I met God's Grace on the way....
I decided to tag her along
to keep her with me on this fray
at times when i would give up
she strengthened me to keep fighting
she helped me to ignore the noisy world
and taught me to enjoy the musical play
and that's not all, for each new day
she helps me choose to smile away
my fears and anxieties to keep at bay
enjoy life's beauties that are sent my way
and be thankful for every blessed day
Oh! what a joy is mine today!
my heart shouts out in a rapturous way
God's Loving Grace is here to stay
as long as i live till life gives way
as for destiny, i would never care
for something greater is mine today :)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

….And if I perish, I perish.

These are the words of courage spoken by a queen who as much as risked her life to fulfill her duty towards her people.

The Miss Universe of her times, who so comfortably left her competitors far behind with her ‘out of this world’ looks and style, who won the heart of the king with her charm and grace, and won the hearts of those who served her with her kind attitude and simplicity. This beauty was living every girls dream!!!! One favorable incident had turned her life in the right direction. The girl was thankful to the almighty for showering her with so many blessings. She must have thanked him for being the god who gives to all. Who but the simple Hadassah knew what it was like to be lavished with divine blessings, beyond count. For her, surely this god was a living God!!

What had led the Queen to risk her life?? Why was she not happy and content with the royal treatment that was being given to her? After all, she belonged to the kings household. Who could dare harm her? What made her identify with that section of the society which was threatened of being destroyed. The simple girl who shot to glory with being crowned as the ‘queen’ never even for an instant seems to have forgotten her roots and her origin. She identified with her people though she did not share their plight anymore. She decided to represent her people and do everything in her capacity to be a voice to the voiceless and misunderstood masses. She had played well her role of defending the cause of the innocent. She put the lives of all these unnumbered brothers and sisters of hers above her own life. She had used wisdom which is god given to act and speak in the right way in the right situations. She depended on God and prayer to achieve her objective in life.

This dynamic queen in history has taught us all a lesson through her brave life. Especially those of us who have come from a Dalit background but cannot identify with the wretched community anymore. For those amongst us who do not want to realize that the prosperity bestowed on us could be so that we might not be silent at such a time as this. For who knows, we occupy prominent places in the society for a time like this. For the deliverance for the oppressed would come from another place. But we would be failing in our duty to our community in particular and humanity in general. Though we who are informed and understand are a minority, the brave life of this beautiful Jewish girl reminds us about our calling in this critical time to dutifully perform our bit for the liberation of the oppressed. And in doing so….. if we perish, we perish.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Let me be Me....

let me be me so that I can still love
let me be me don't kill my spirit
let me be a friend I need company
let me be a girl I am created to be one
let me be a human I do not know to be anything else
let me be a woman who is also a human
let me be free I am dead without freedom
let me be in love for I wont live forever
let me be alive I am dead without love
let me be me may be I am different
let me smile for its the language of my heart
let me cry I need to let my emotions out
let me be confident don't torture my morale
let me believe in my god he comforts my troubled spirit
let me express my heart don't silence my voice
let me be me so that I can still love
let me be me don't kill my spirit
let me not die with this unfulfilled desire
let me be me just once before I die....

........for I am, only if you let me be me


Thank you....

i thank you for the years that have built me as me
i thank you for the care of loved ones you have given
i thank you for the education in school and out of school
i thank you for the world which has been my battle field
i thank you for the guidance and training you impart
i thank you for every experience that enriches my heart
i thank you for the tears that taught me to live
i thank you for the smiles that you helped me to give
i thank you for the love that i give and receive
i thank you for the time that i lived on this earth
but most of all dear lord i thank you for life
and your friendship and partnership that i will always cherish
thank you for being with me in tears and joy
in sickness and health, in brokenness and abundance
in misunderstandings and love, in haste and in delay
in my thanklessness and laziness, through my highs and lows
you were always right there next to me with every feeling that i felt
and every breath that i breathed, you were with me always
and so today i look back with pride and satisfaction
thank you and congrats my partner and lord
i am thirty today and its wonderful to be.....

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Jesus and I, Partners in the game of life……


life is a game lets play it with zest
lets play to win and play it with the rest
Jesus is my partner he is also my coach
and boy! what a coach! better than the best!

sometimes the opponent is too strong
but the spirits are high and ball is still rolling
the key is to keep the faith and keep the game going
for the game is not over till we stop playing

for though i am fallen but capable of rising again
dominated but not defeated, struck down but not destroyed
hard pressed and injured but not yet crushed
weakened by flesh but lead by a spirit of faith

pressing on forward to reach the goal
forgetting and leaving the past behind
the prize is too attractive and the game is fun
my coach is too good, like him there is none

and though outwardly i am wasting away
inwardly i am renewed day by day
giving out my best in every moments play
and trusting that our partnership will win anyway

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Would Father Abraham have prayed this prayer when he was journeying to the mountain to sacrifice his only loving son….??

A journey of faith to the mountain top
all skepticism laid to rest inside my heart
pain reaching deeper with each passing moment
faith growing stronger with each painful step
I reached a depth in me that I knew not before
a place where this world doesn't exist anymore
the light that shines before my eyes
is your love my father from heavens above
I walk ahead with nothing else to hope
for all my hope is your never failing love
I cling to your promise to never forsake me
I bank on your word to lead me ashore
for I learnt my lord that no one can help
my broken spirit only you can heal
my stolen joy only in you I can find
from my bondage of misery only you can release
I surrender to the call to give up all I have
to yield to your will above my own
even if it is a piece of my heart, my only son
or my very life that in grace you have given
teach me to love you above everything
lead me to the zenith of this mountain of faith
I pray, keep me there with your love abound
lead me all the way to thy glorious hill
and let me not go astray in this journey of faith