Sunday, April 5, 2009

….And if I perish, I perish.

These are the words of courage spoken by a queen who as much as risked her life to fulfill her duty towards her people.

The Miss Universe of her times, who so comfortably left her competitors far behind with her ‘out of this world’ looks and style, who won the heart of the king with her charm and grace, and won the hearts of those who served her with her kind attitude and simplicity. This beauty was living every girls dream!!!! One favorable incident had turned her life in the right direction. The girl was thankful to the almighty for showering her with so many blessings. She must have thanked him for being the god who gives to all. Who but the simple Hadassah knew what it was like to be lavished with divine blessings, beyond count. For her, surely this god was a living God!!

What had led the Queen to risk her life?? Why was she not happy and content with the royal treatment that was being given to her? After all, she belonged to the kings household. Who could dare harm her? What made her identify with that section of the society which was threatened of being destroyed. The simple girl who shot to glory with being crowned as the ‘queen’ never even for an instant seems to have forgotten her roots and her origin. She identified with her people though she did not share their plight anymore. She decided to represent her people and do everything in her capacity to be a voice to the voiceless and misunderstood masses. She had played well her role of defending the cause of the innocent. She put the lives of all these unnumbered brothers and sisters of hers above her own life. She had used wisdom which is god given to act and speak in the right way in the right situations. She depended on God and prayer to achieve her objective in life.

This dynamic queen in history has taught us all a lesson through her brave life. Especially those of us who have come from a Dalit background but cannot identify with the wretched community anymore. For those amongst us who do not want to realize that the prosperity bestowed on us could be so that we might not be silent at such a time as this. For who knows, we occupy prominent places in the society for a time like this. For the deliverance for the oppressed would come from another place. But we would be failing in our duty to our community in particular and humanity in general. Though we who are informed and understand are a minority, the brave life of this beautiful Jewish girl reminds us about our calling in this critical time to dutifully perform our bit for the liberation of the oppressed. And in doing so….. if we perish, we perish.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Let me be Me....

let me be me so that I can still love
let me be me don't kill my spirit
let me be a friend I need company
let me be a girl I am created to be one
let me be a human I do not know to be anything else
let me be a woman who is also a human
let me be free I am dead without freedom
let me be in love for I wont live forever
let me be alive I am dead without love
let me be me may be I am different
let me smile for its the language of my heart
let me cry I need to let my emotions out
let me be confident don't torture my morale
let me believe in my god he comforts my troubled spirit
let me express my heart don't silence my voice
let me be me so that I can still love
let me be me don't kill my spirit
let me not die with this unfulfilled desire
let me be me just once before I die....

........for I am, only if you let me be me


Thank you....

i thank you for the years that have built me as me
i thank you for the care of loved ones you have given
i thank you for the education in school and out of school
i thank you for the world which has been my battle field
i thank you for the guidance and training you impart
i thank you for every experience that enriches my heart
i thank you for the tears that taught me to live
i thank you for the smiles that you helped me to give
i thank you for the love that i give and receive
i thank you for the time that i lived on this earth
but most of all dear lord i thank you for life
and your friendship and partnership that i will always cherish
thank you for being with me in tears and joy
in sickness and health, in brokenness and abundance
in misunderstandings and love, in haste and in delay
in my thanklessness and laziness, through my highs and lows
you were always right there next to me with every feeling that i felt
and every breath that i breathed, you were with me always
and so today i look back with pride and satisfaction
thank you and congrats my partner and lord
i am thirty today and its wonderful to be.....