do you feel the pain....

When life is weighing you down when there’s no way to go
When your love leaves you midway and heart bleeds everyday
Do you know the pain when you can hardly cry?
Not because there’s no sadness but because your eyes are dry...
The tears have dried up and there’s not a drop left to flow
The heart does not stop bleeding and the memories wont go

Is life unfair to me or is it my destiny's tyranny?
My woe is not one I am surrounded by many
Is my life a joke was I never meant to be?
A cruel one to live with god! please set me free.
Death does not appear a difficult destination
''What pleasure to die' says the crushed spirit in me

Did you ever see the tears that shadowed my laughter
Did you ever hear the cry behind my smile
The only reason to smile, you were all I ever had
Or so I blindly believed forgive me I was mad
And yet I had always grieved you and gave you lot of pain
And then my heart bleeds and aches for you again.